But you, children of space, you restless in rest, you shall not be trapped nor tamed. Your house shall be not an anchor but a mast.” – Kahlil Gibran
When I imagine home, I imagine my house. The car pulls up to the driveway, I see my front porch, the windows, the green door, our mailbox. It’s an expressive house. I look at it’s face and I feel a comfort that is only felt once in a blue moon; nowadays, just in that moment of arrival. I know that it’s just a house, and that it’s my family that makes it my home. But undeniably, by just seeing my house, my shoulders relax and I breathe easily, a breath that I didn’t realize I was straining. I know this place and it knows me. The look of familiarity.
Home, the concept of which is constantly expanding.
Home is a weird thing. The first home that I think of, my families house, my real home and my official address, with all the comfort that it holds does not often hold me. It will always feel like home but that doesn’t mean it will always feel the same. And that’s because I have more homes than just that one.
I wanted nothing more than to leave home when I graduated high school at seventeen, and luckily I did just that. In the stress of college applications, Regis University found me and stole me from the East, and the state of Colorado became another one of my homes. My other family lives there; my most considerate and loving friends, the mountains, the sunny weather, and my passion for learning. I effortlessly consider Regis, Denver, and Colorado home. The comfort it has is different than my home in Maryland, because in Colorado, in all of it’s vastness, is where I feel the most myself.
The concept of home keeps changing as I keep migrating. I attach the comfort of home to places, people, even songs, cars, highways, tastes and smells and sounds.
So I find myself always missing something. I have too many homes. And now I have another one. Ireland did not become my home immediately or easily. There were times where I honestly detested the country, and wanted nothing more than to leave it and never come back.I struggled to call Ireland, specifically Maynooth, home. It didn’t give me the same feelings of home that I get in D.C. or in Colorado. It wasn’t until I found a family, that Ireland really became a place worthy of calling home.
I have made powerfully wonderful friends in Ireland. These are people who have seen me through the anxiety of travel, my quietest days, who lived through those challenges beside me, and similarly reaped the rewards of explorations. Over the course of four months I travelled to ten countries, always accompanied by at least one of my mates. We made mistakes every day. We missed busses and sprinted through airports, We ate incredible local cuisine, hiked through national parks, and even camped in the county that I happen to share a name with. These experiences, and more than that these people, proved to me that you can find a home, even as you become more and more nomadic.
I don’t care how cliche it is. It’s people that really make a place a home. People who you can show a part of yourself to without holding anything back. When I found those people, Ireland became home too.










